Friday, February 15, 2013

blue v-day

I spent many nights on the long winding roads after work
still thinking of you for some reason, 2 years, 3 years, 4 years later.
5 years didn't make a difference and on the 7th I still remembered.
you came into in my mind at moments in my life when I had new friends
and I knew that I was supposed to be having fun.
you're different now I'm sure and over the years something inside of me
may of idealized you and what you were supposed to be.
I understand I have no control of that, of you and who you are,
I just wish- sometimes..
when I'm in inside of a Denny's or I'm simply alone
somewhere I wouldn't stop for a moment and think of you.

you were like coming home to me.

elvish smile, brown-eyes.
you'll always be gone but I can't cut
you out of me. you're a looming gray cloud that is always there.

I escape in between the light.

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