Sunday, June 3, 2012

missing the thought of you

blonde hair,
lockes of god
bringing the miracle.
the blue hills rolling along like that,
looking back and thinking of it all.
you see the world through a fractured windshield,
thinking of jazz music and the san francisco bay bridge.
I want my thoughts to be clear but I can't shake
the sense of existence long enough to do so.
I would like to tell you about flowers but flowers
are black and blue in my garden. 
I tend to my roses and hold them like a
sentimental gift. 
I would like to cry, 
but crying is dumb and irrational. 
little brown eyes and a black-laced glove,
I miss you but to admit it brings
a deeper hurt then I can bare
to remember.

until tomorrow.

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