muse

I know you're
out there
and you'll
probably read this
eventually

maybe not today
or tomorrow or
even months after that

but I know you must
check up on me
eventually
out of some
undying curiosity
(since I never make
much of an effort to get a
hold of you, for my own sake anyway)

too much pride
between you and I

and I know
you're probably
guessing it's you

and it probably is you

but that would ruin
the whole fun of it all,
don't you think?

sometimes you have to be a little clever

and a little curious

but whether clever
or curious:
curiosity killed the cat
and the most clever of
all were pretty
fucking insane.

but don't worry,
I haven't gone crazy yet,

well,
maybe I did for a while... but
I'm not that smart.

so before you go,
I want you to know
one thing:

you were
the
biggest
baddest
muse
of
them
all

and
baby,
I dedicate this
to you in your loving memory:

EAT SHIT